21. engaged. bisexual. fat. Fatfatfat. I just want to be skinny. That's all. I get high from the weakness of hunger. I get high when I refuse food. I get high when my stomach growls. This is my drug. And I am an addict.
**warning: may be triggering**
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
LOVE
perfect body
(Source: taliaangelina)
airbrushed
(Source: xreachforthestarsx)
This is an exercise to help get the infamous thigh gap.
Me: I'm shaking
Ana: You're doing it right.
Me: My nails are spooning and turning white.
Ana: You're doing it right.
Me: I'm dizzy.
Ana: You're doing it right.
Me: I'm going to pass out.
Ana: BE STRONG.
Me: I can't take this, I have to eat.
Ana: DO YOU WANT TO BE FAT, BITCH?
Me: My chest hurting, I'm freezing, I can't breathe. No I don't want to be fat.
Ana: So?
Me: So, I won't eat.
Ana: Good girl. That's what I fucking thought.
